I Hate This So Much 

I hate feeling this way. This empty, lonely, helpless, angry feeling. Depression is horrible and then life throws you for a loop and things feel even worse. Instead of bouncing out, I feel stuck. Part of me wants to cry, curl up in a ball, and sleep and sleep and sleep. Part of me wants to throw shit at walls, breakable things that will shatter instead of empty gatorade bottles and bounce harmlessly to the floor. I don’t want to draw or write or read. I just don’t know anything.


6 thoughts on “I Hate This So Much 

  1. Wow! I just read your other post…. and you are doing it! You know what you get more than one *big hug*! I wish and hope that I was able to put a smile! Hey sometimes the world does not understand, but yet when one person does it makes your world a difference!

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    1. Thank you so much for your comment. It was perfectly timed and means so much to me. I will definitely keep fighting. I know that tomorrow is a new day and I hope that I will wake up in a better mental place. *big hug* because I need one. 🙂 thank you again.

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